And after a thousand million days I will love you the same. If not more.

Joy in the reminder of how you know and understand my heart. Joy in knowing that I get to spend every day with you until we get to say I do; joy in knowing that every day thereafter will be more time with you. 
Joy in having thee best friends and family doing this with us.

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​I will wait quietly as I seek joy in this.
I will wait patiently for the good to come.
I will wait gently as I try to understand. 
I will keep reclaiming the beauty within this evolving chaotic mess.